When I met you, I was killed by arrows of Dear Cupid
Your long hazel nut hair made me question my heart
Your gemlike amethyst eyes made the stars dull and plain
Your rare and yet angelic smile made me fall down, weak, in-love
I fell in-love, like never before.
Like there were no other women in the world
But you, my hazel beloved
I questioned myself
Love at-first sight is impossible, illogical, irrational
I asked myself
Are you playing again?
Are you treating this fast heartbeats a game again?
How dare you feel that way to such an angel?
I forbid you
I have to get away from her
But fates are cruel, you see.
Fate have this foolish magic
To bring me, a demon, to you, such a fragile hazel angel
Fate. Please stop.
Fate. This hurts.
I do not want to hurt her.
I do not want to play her.
I want to love her.
And so I did.
My Job, I left behind
My reputation, I ignored
My fans, I forgot
I became a waiter without your knowledge
To you, I'm an actor
To you, I'm cool
Such a fake image I have
Only for you, I sacrificed
You are my everything.
But I hurt you.
I destroyed you.
As a demon I am
I did the inevitable.
I forgot you.
I ignored you.
To support you.
I hurt you.
Fate. Please stop.
Fate. Why do you do this magic
Of bringing two people together.
But only to break them apart.
But alas. I see you happy.
Your angelic smile, bright and visible
For everyone to see
Not only me.
You started talking
You started to care
You made friends
And more and more.
For the better
That's what I love about you.
That's every thing I ever wished for.
Your never-ending shine.
Please. Angel. Do not Fade Away.
My Hazel Hair Beloved
I am a demon
You are an angel
Unrequited Love can never be possible
I can never not hurt you
You can never be happy with me
Alas, I will never forget your kindness.
I will never forgot your compliments
Your love, oh sweet gentle love
I will never forget your soft lips
As red as cherry, as soft as marshmallow
I will never forget your beautiful hazel nut hair
A hair I love to brush my hair, and gets captured by it
I will never forget your red soft cheeks
That never stops to amaze me at how it can be redder every minute
I will never forget your mad face
That scolds me at all of my stupid mistakes
I will never forget your embarassed face
That shames me from my pure randomness
I will never forget your teary face
That cries because you are happy
because I hurt you
I will never forget you
It is impossible
I fell in love.
I'm still in love
I'll never fall out of love.
My Hazel Nut Beloved